xoxoxoxo , ♥

Charissa Bvlgari evol' 'm always a mess . i do make mistakes like any other humans . my favorite songs can make me cry. i always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i notice it. i live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love. ’m heartsick for all the things that i can’t get back. the girl who loved too hard and didnt get anything in return. i don't want to be a heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the one person who has never given me a second thought. What about you?

Friday, November 6, 2009

It all starts w one mistake

I dont know how it all happens.But from the time i went into secondary school i start ruining my whole life.

If i could turn back time probably ;
♥I wouldn't have treated people so badly
♥I wouldn't had been such a bad person
♥I wouldn't had learned to be defiant
♥I wouldn't had smoked
♥I wouldn't start all the bitchings
♥I wouldn't be such a hypocrite to others
♥I wouldn't be in this state now
♥I wouldn't have lost friends
♥I wouldn't have broke people's heart
♥I wouldn't have played with matters that are not to be played
♥I wouldn't have critisized
♥I wouldn't wasted so much money on people
♥I wouldn't have loved the wrong person
♥I wouldn't have did all the wrong stuffs in school.
♥I wouldn't have got myself so much trouble
♥I wouldn't have many many things.....
In others eyes i always appear to be a bad person no matter how i change.
But this time i'm changing,not letting anyone affect me anymore./ I'll have my say this time and i decide how my life is going to be played by me and not you(: