If you ever notice my existence,i would be gone by then.so what if i want to cry out loud?So what if i want to forget you?
Yes,i still steal peeks at him.
I dont know what he's thinking.He'll never tell me anw.
Yes i still love him.
Yes i can't forget him.
Yes i can't let go of the past.
But you think i wanted it this way?
Im trying very hard alr and you all just dont understand me.
Im lying to you if i say i forgotten everything and i love you no more.
if i could choose i wished i was just live a normal peaceful life w/o you appearing.now im finding it so hard to get out.i dont want those memories.last time its happy memories now its nightmares that i wake up crying.
