xoxoxoxo , ♥

Charissa Bvlgari evol' 'm always a mess . i do make mistakes like any other humans . my favorite songs can make me cry. i always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i notice it. i live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love. ’m heartsick for all the things that i can’t get back. the girl who loved too hard and didnt get anything in return. i don't want to be a heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the one person who has never given me a second thought. What about you?

Saturday, April 24, 2010

you can choose to ignore this post

Like for real; ignore it.

Those times ; those nights we spent laughing,smiling for hours at anything.where the world can fall but you'll still be there.No matter what problems i have, as long as you're there everything's alright.I rush outta the house just you see you for that few minutes. No matter how much i feel like giving up , you're there holding me on.Those times you do stupid things just for me.How retarded it was .Those texts and letters you sent,getting so touched.Those tears i've shed , Those nights thinking when will you be gone.Those obstacles we went thru together.Those hugs and kisses you gave.Everything that you did.We knew the love between us.That time you came my house ton w blzhblzhblzhblaz .The every lil things to do w you just makes me go beyond words...
4months , aint easy going thru , hiding all kind of emotions all to myself.Always worrying what's on your mind.Its really enough, im over it , but i just cant let it go.i freaking hate myself for all this.remember what i always tell you,you're the one i cant live w/o.Im going thru all this strong now,dont break me away again.Dont kill me w your eyes and comments again.I hate my life,especially one w/o you.
I hate saying all this again and again.

kkbye