xoxoxoxo , ♥

Charissa Bvlgari evol' 'm always a mess . i do make mistakes like any other humans . my favorite songs can make me cry. i always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i notice it. i live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love. ’m heartsick for all the things that i can’t get back. the girl who loved too hard and didnt get anything in return. i don't want to be a heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the one person who has never given me a second thought. What about you?

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

off t find the real me.
Hate all this pretense im holding on t run away from reality.
Hiding every sadness to myself , smiling all the way . its painful
Changing in every way so i appear stronger.
Deleting every evidence that show my flaws.
Its enough , really.

Doesnt mean cause i fall real bad this time means i dont come up.
I wna cry it all out , tomorrow i'll be different.